Last Sunday was spent at Eddie’s. He tossed a party and invited quite a number of friends… I tried his guitar but didn’t know that there was a pro at the scene. I mean, that guy made me look like a fool. Not to mention his amazing vocal – hitting the high notes with ease, belting all the way to the female range… And by the way, he’s very fit too. He got the full package for a artist… I mean, man, I’m not gay, but this guy is totally and legitimately cool. A girl strummed the rhythm with a ukulele while he played the guitar, harmonizing the song with a harmonica when he’s not singing. A intimate and authentic performance. It was pure perfection.
11 PM, five of us decided to go for gigs at Esplanade or Clarke Quay, the MRT was quite empty considering it was CNY and the time we set off was quite late. 12 plus, as we reached the city, there were no gigs at Esplanade, but the city was unbelievably magnificent when it’s empty. A tranquil river, state-of-the-art architectures and stunningly-crafted skyscrapers under the dark sky, all brightly lit. An almost empty street level. A cool breath. Perfection. Clarke Quay had some good gigs going on, but the girl couldn’t go there as her parents disapproved… We ended up listening to the gigs a river apart. What did I learned after the night? This city has talents, and a good load of them. Some of them are just right next to you. I’ve met too much girls who can sing well, but not so much guys… The point is it’s hard for guys to be good singers… So when a guy can sing well on stage, you gotta appreciate the performance.
Today is Valentine’s day, let’s talk about that… Wait a second, that’s totally irrelevant to me so… Meeeeeeeeh.
People said they wanted to be single cause they’re afraid. Even I do. Relationship doesn’t affect your study. A bad one does. Being single doesn’t mean you’ll have more time to study. Another important person in your head doesn’t mess up your mind. Just don’t try to screw up before an important exams. That will really affect you, obviously.
Valentine’s day isn’t for confession. April fools is. And here’s an encouragement for all of you out there: There is 90% possibility that your crush doesn’t like you, and there’s another 99% possibility that he/she will ignore you after you confess.
Don’t take that seriously. Because if anyone does I’m going to suffer loneliness until death.
Some serious advises anyway:
“Happily ever after” was once written as “Happily until the end” due to the reality that the concept of death is too dark for a children novel. Nothing lasts.
Taylor Swift once said :”We should love, not fall in love, because everything that falls, get broken.” You get that.
Lust is the desire for their body, love is the desire for their soul. Be careful of who you fell in love with.
Think that you’re in love?
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing? And is your voice caught within your chest?
It isn’t love, it’s like.
You can`t keep your eyes or hands off him/her?
It isn’t love, It’s lust.
Are you proud and eager to show him/her off?
It isn’t love, it’s luck.
Do you want them because you know he’s/she’s there?
It isn’t love, it’s loneliness.
Are you there just because its what everyone wants?
It isn’t love, it’s loyalty.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for his/her sake?
It isn’t love, it’s charity.
Are you there because he/she likes you?
It isn’t love, it’s in-confident.
Do you pardon his/her faults because you care about him/her?
It isn’t love, it’s friendship.
Do you tell him/her everyday they are the only one you think of?
It isn’t love, it’s a lie.
But do you except his/her faults because they’re a part of who you are? Do you see his/her true heart, and it touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Are you attracted to others, but stay with him/her faithfully without regret? Would you give him/her your heart, your life, your death and stay because a blinding in comprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you? Now that’s true love…
Adeptus Exterminatus 